I want to make him sit down and promise me things. I want him to promise me that things will always be okay between us. Together or not. That he will never let things get to the way they were the week following Montreal.
Y'know what, the only other time I think I liked someone so much was Tim. That was a long time ago. I remember being heartbroken over him for months and months afterwards. But the way things are between Tim and I now are interesting. We pretty much never see eachother. Just the odd time once or twice a year. And we don't exactly enter into conversation at those times either. But I think we both feel this sorta underlying... something when we see eachother. I'm not sure what he's thinking. But it's not like I'm helpless to his charms or something. I feel in control.
Wow this must mean that I really like younger guys. 9:06 PM