Yes I'm blogging a lot today - it's because I'm feeling particularly lonely and this blog is a dumping ground for my miscellaneous thoughts and obsessions.
Final exams are starting.
It's a tough place to be.
I have to be studying - a lot. These finals are crucial especially since it's been an ugly year.
But I'm feeling so vulnerable with my relationship with S, that I just want to spend more and more time with him. I just want his company. I just want to be happy.
It's a tough place to be.
The moment finals are done, there will probably be a crazy celebration the last day of exams. And pretty much the day after I have to move back home. And a few days after that... so will he. The difference is, myhome is 1/2 an hour away. His home is several provinces away - a different freaking time zone. That leaves pretty much next to no time for us to just spend time together. This sucks so much. 11:45 PM