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Sunday, April 27, 2003
Music means something to me. It always has.12:00 AM
Friday, April 18, 2003
I absolutely can't wait to see this movie Better Luck Tomorow.I always chase any sort of media (books, movies) that I may be able to relate to. This one looks like it may come pretty close... well as close as its gonna get for the moment anyway.
3:13 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
Maybe it's because I've had too much coffee or because I haven't had enough food, but I feel all anxious.I think I'm having a bit of a hard time with the idea of graduating.
7:43 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
I just got hit with a wave of sentimentality. I don't want to leave school, but at the same time I want to welcome summer. I've done this before, but this time it will be for the last time.The idea of leaving this place for the last time makes me feel more than a little overwhelmed.
I have to say good-bye to my friends, to this lifestyle. Am I ready for the next stage?
12:46 PM
Monday, April 14, 2003
Childhood heartbreaks seem even more poignant in retrospect, because you can pinpoint the moments of more and more lost naivety.1:13 PM
Friday, April 11, 2003
One exam down, two more to go. April 21st I can officially say good bye to University and hello to the real world.I need to get up. I need to get out. I need to do something that won`t make me feel like a slave.
This Monday, after my job interview at TRC, I realized the difference between science and health. And I choose health. So who knows what will happen? Definitely not me. I`m at a crossroads.
2:58 PM
I love Adrian Brody. I saw his Oscar speech before I saw the movie and I think he's so absolutely adorable. :)
3:06 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2003
The wax melts and darkensLike a shadow falling
Suddenly
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Sunday, April 06, 2003
Bjork was just brilliant in "Dancer in the Dark."3:04 PM
I wish he would lean in more. I wish he would tell me that he has a secret crush on me, as I do for him. I wish he would leave his girlfriend for me.
I wish he had acted.
I saw him stare. I saw him disappointed.
I want him to know that I saw.
So I play the game of wait. The game of wait and see what will happen. See if something will happen without me acting. Wait for it all to blow over and for me to lose the crush. Eventually, I suppose, I will.
3:44 AM
As he leaned in to speak to me, I could tell this his breath was stale. Probably from being in the library too long. And yet I still savoured his presence. And I wish he would lean in even more intimately. Why was I so taken by him? And yet I couldn't help it.
I've spent a really good last two days with RGuy. Maybe it's because we've been having a lot of sex too. The length of time we've spent together really shows in how we meld and understand each other. It's good.
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