We've been talking on the phone... he's called me twice. Once on Monday - and we talked for about an hour and a half. The second time was Wednesday night, and it was to ask me stuff about school - we talked for 25 minutes.
He told me he's been downloading music. He listed songs that he's downloaded - and one of the songs included my "sad" song - Train's "Give Myself To You."
He played it for me on the phone and asked if I could hear it. After I recognized it, he played me Vivian Green's "I Like It" - a song he had heard on my playlist and had liked, and subsequently downloaded. I exclaimed "You're playing my songs!"
I wonder. I wonder why he downloaded my sad song. It's a pop song - sorta leaning on the adult contemporary cheesy side. When I first played it for him, his immediate reaction was "What the heck is this?" But I like it. The song made me cry in front of him - the tears had started rolling down my face as I leaned against him.
The song is not his style. He's into hip hop and rap. Tupac is his hero.
So I wonder.
Did he download it to try to understand why it made me cry? Did he download it to try to understand me? Is he thinking about what the song means? 1:48 AM