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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
So yes I am becoming more and more attached. And I suspect, so is he. We see or speak to eachother almost everyday, we stay over at eachother's places several times during the week. When we lay in bed with our limbs entwined, I think, how can he let me go? But he does mention things about moving home, and working over on that side of the country. And I try to not let it show how much it crushes me. And yes I am no where near enlightenment here. I am just as bad off as I was last May. At least I know he cares? Is that a comfort? And yet he still plans on leaving. I don't know what to say or do. I do not want to broach the topic. And yet, eventually I know I will beg him to stay. I will beg him to not leave me.
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