I think I'm falling for him. I kept staring at his face today. His eyes especially - are beatiful.
He showed a touch of jealousy today... just a touch. And not in a bad way. It would take an unusual guy to not wonder why the girl he's dating is going to Miami with 4 males. The only thing I've told him really is that one of them is my really good friend. He just asked me if there was anything that had ever gone down between me and my friend. And I reassured him no. It was actually kinda nice that he asked. To see that he was wondering about it. Showed he was human.
He also found out more details about my break up with S. My fault I guess, because I mentioned him when I talked about how I used to park at his place when I went on my trips. J asked me what had happened. So I gave him more details about why S had broken up with me. I told him it was messy. But also that I haven't talked to him in almost 2 months. That we weren't on bad terms really. Not sure.
So I asked J, "Have you ever had your heart broken?" And he said yes. He touched briefly on his previous break ups. That he doesn't keep in touch with any of his ex-girlfriends.
And I asked, "Have you ever been in love?"
He said no. And I told him he was better off (I was letting my cynical side show).
After talking to J about S, I couldn't help but look down. I couldn't help but feel sad. I know he noticed. So he took my hand and squeezed it. 12:29 AM