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Monday, January 25, 2010
I did it. I talked to J tonight about how I didn't think I could stay here. And we broke up tonight.And I feel sick about it. And very, very lonely.
I know it was for the best, but I just feel awful.
We both cried. We wiped each other's tears and held each other. And talked about how sad we were and how we had a really good time together. About how much we would miss each other. It was the way a break up should be. Super sad... but we did justice to what we had together.
I can't help but compare it to my break up with S. How vastly different it was. And after 3.5 years together, S and I had an extremely cold break up.
I didn't want to stop seeing J. But I know that was just me being selfish. I can't help but miss him. And I can't help but feel this huge emptiness inside my chest.
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