Is it normal to be so obsessed with someone after a one night stand from across the world?
At least it's really gotten my mind off S.
My cousin laughed at me when I told her I was cyberstalking him. She told me that I needed a new boy toy. I guess when age is not a limiting factor, there really are a lot of guys out there.
I guess it doesn't help that we're still messaging each other on facebook. Almost everyday either he or I will send something. I get anxious waiting for his message after I've sent mine out. I will check pretty regularly to see if he's written me back. And once I get a message back from him, I calm down and feel pretty happy about it. I try to post-pone responding right away (god I can't believe I'm playing these games). I find that I can't wait that long, because I'll have nothing to look forward to if I'm not waiting for a message.
But I guess it's not in my best interests to get attached. After all, I have that trip to Vegas planned for late May :) Something to look forward to! 9:57 PM