I miss sex. And I thought about it. If I had a choice, who would I rather sleep with?
Even though I had always considered sex with S to be good, and it would be comfortable, it would be too emotional. And he doesn't deserve it.
And although I liked sex with J, he was such a terrible kisser and had some odd habits. I have to give him some credit though as I usually came every time and he introduced me to what is now one of my favourite positions. But I wouldn't want to have sex with him again.
The person I actually want to sleep with again is D. Maybe it's all an illusion and maybe he wasn't as good as I remember. And I only remember having one definite orgasm that night. But it was so hot. And he was so beautiful. And he's in some new photos that were posted on facebook with his top off and I was distracted all day.
Ah well. I really don't know if we'll ever be in contact again.