So I guess I've let A go... he hasn't tried to text me again, and I haven't tried to text him.
In the meantime... that leaves M and J.
I'm unsure how long I can hold on to both. I like both. I've kissed both. M might be a better kisser though, J smokes, so he tastes somewhat like an ashtray.
J is more my style though. He's a bit more funky and indie. M is a bit more fobby, but more established.
I've slept with J. And it was hot.
M is connected to me now through my brother in law. There is potential for messiness if it ends badly.
Both are very generous with their compliments.
M has told me that there isn't anything he doesn't like about me. He has told me he loves my smile and that I'm a good kisser. I told him I like his cheekbones and dimples. Then he said that looks go... and I tried to point out that the same was true for me. Then he tried to tell me that what he liked about me was more than just my looks.
J tells me I'm beautiful. And that I'm hot. He saw me at the beach the other day, and his text to me later read: "it was wow seeing you, my friends think you are cute, hope to see you soon!"
Well work starts tomorrow, so I'm gonna take it easy tonight... 2:31 PM