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Thursday, July 08, 2010
So in the midst of things getting a touch more serious between M and me, I met up with J for dinner. I definitely didn't know what to expect. J's text messages to me since the last time I saw him had been warm and full of implied meaning.Dinner today started off awkward. We didn't hug or touch and we didn't even broach the subject. I told him I was no longer seeing the 23 year old, but that things were heating up with M. I told him about the flowers M had sent to me at work.
After that things seemed different. I dunno. Like J had deflated a little.
We decided to get ice cream after dinner. And then the elephant in the room finally showed it's face.
He told me that the night we had spent together had been hot. And I agreed. We both agreed that the sex was good. And we both agreed to not put a label on it. Though I'm starting to think that we might be friends with benefits, but a bit more complicated.
I asked him what we should do. And he told me that we should go back to his place. Then I felt really self-conscious and shy. Then I agreed.
So we did it again. And yes it was hot. Again.
He said 'oh my god' a few times. And told me I was so sexy.
I don't know what this means again.
I told him this could get confusing. Because of how things with M were getting. And J encouraged me to stay single, a sentiment he had shared before. His words were "Give yourself a chance. Give me a chance."
I don't know if I want to read into that.
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