So spent time with M again last night. It was kinda perfect. He's super sweet to me... opens doors for me, pays for everything. I brought him out last night with my high school friends, and they love him.
I also crashed at his place, and it was super comfortable. I always believe that the way a couple falls asleep together will reflect on the relationship. And we were both still sleepers (i.e. compatable) and he doesn't snore. In the morning he ran out to the store to get cream so that we could have coffee.
Things are headed towards seriousness.
I still had that date scheduled with J. And I was feeling more and more reluctant to go, and sorta had it in my head that I was going to try to put an end to the iffiness in our relationship, in that we would return to being platonic friends.
I was set to go see him, but then the weather took a turn for the worse. I called him to say that we should take a rain cheque. After a few minutes of talking to him though, I realized that I do really like him. It's so easy to talk to him.
So now I have a bit of a dilemma. I'm still somewhat seduced by J. Just the way he speaks to me, it just makes me melt.
But when it really comes down to it, between M and J... I've made my choice. M would be the one I would take seriously. 5:19 PM