I think what makes this hurt so much is that I had put so much hope into this relationship.
So much promise.
I couldn't help but feel like this was it. This was the one that would work out. He seemed to like me so much, I felt so secure.
Only to have it go out like this.
He told me he felt like he was growing distant. That we weren't close. But that my need to talk to him everyday was not what he was used to. We were just too different. We had different expectations for what we were looking for in a partner.
He told me there was nothing wrong with me.
I think I know what he didn't like about me though.
I wasn't asian enough.
I was too childish.
I was too air-headed maybe.
He had drinks with a female friend the night before. And I just have this awful feeling that they must have talked about me. Who knows. Maybe there's another girl that helped expediate this. 8:13 AM