I might have fooled around with JA tonight. We went for dinner and he dropped me off at home and we kissed. I invited him in, just like they do in the movies.
But before going in, I awkwardly tried to tell him that I emotionally I wanted to take things slow.
In the end it was kinda disappointing. Didn't get too far.
I did get a chance to tell him that I wasn't ready for a committed relationship. I think I confused things cause I was telling him this while lying in his arms naked.
We're still seeing each other on Saturday. I really need to get my act together and set him free for real.