So I slept with T for the very first time on Friday, then I slept with NL for the very first time on Sunday. Then again with T on Monday. I think this is as crazy as it's ever going to get. I lied to NL about the last time I had sex.
I know I keep saying I will let T go, but I can't help it. I'm attached to him. I thought I would indulge myself for a little bit longer. That's probably very selfish of me.
Both guys made comments on my body. T told me I was beautiful and my body was so firm, my skin was so soft, that I smelled so good. NL told me I was perfect, that I exceeded whatever expectations he had. I told him I didn't like my outer thighs and he told me they were perfect. NL told me I was a good kisser. T told me I had soft lips. NL loved my hips and ass. They both noticed how sexual I was.
NL and I became facebook friends. So of course I stalked his page. I tried to figure out who his ex-girlfriends were, particularly his ex-fiance. There is one girl that may be someone important. She brunette, tall, busty and white. I am the polar opposite of a busty white girl. So I feel a bit insecure about it... but then remind myself of just how much he seems to like me.
I should be a bit cautious though - it could all blow up in my face the way that M did because we moved too fast. 10:54 PM